1. can’t draw for shit

    my drawing skills ain’t great, nothing but stick figures and

    triangular dresses to distinguish male and the female figure.

    So my blank canvas is a college ruled paper ripped of the coiled spine

    and a #2 pencil down to the last of its life.

    but let me jot down words like strokes of a painters brush

    and write about details of my life, down to my childhood crush.

    let me expose my soul through lyrical word play

    as a painter does with the use of colors to determine

    moods and emotions.

    metaphor use and foreshadowing  to take on ideals

    and forms of an abstract sculpture.

    look at it different, then maybe you’ll see the whole picture.

    read it out loud instead of in your mind because

    words have more meaning being said, than silently read.

    try to create beauty, in which that is not perceived to be

    the concept of the general ideal, but see it in its imperfections.

    So I can’t draw for shit, I put this in the most vulgar way

    because it seems correct to do so, that way I can portray

    my skills as a painter, but damn I do hope I painted a picture

    in your mind.